Moving to Singapore!

It's been soooooo long I never updated my blog ever since!!!

So yeah, as the title it is, I'm moved to Singapore!

I'm back to my country of birth! hahahaha. Epic. I was born in Singapore, stay there for almost 3 years and then my parents decided to went back to Indonesia for good. The more epic, I used to be PR yet I need to apply working visa in Singapore instead of PR. Well, I know there's lot of new rules and the rules can be changed anytime! But, all things are good! I'm here now!

Everyone asking me, why would you so dare to move to Singapore alone to look for job despite of my young age? Well, I'm not that young! I'm 20++ =D So yeah, it's my time to get a job!

For me, all of this are possible because of God. Without Him, I wouldn't be in Singapore, I wouldn't be dare enough to go adventure. Before I came here, I pray and fast to get place to stay as the priority, find a good place, good location, good owner with good price and they willing to let me stay with short term length. In the beginning the owner didn't allow me, but after I negotiate with her, she willing to do so.  Praise God!

Soon enough, I moved to Singapore, and this is the time to pray for the job! I pray and fast for it! After a week, I had none phone calls. 2nd week still the same, until I fast on that Thursday, at of the day, I received the first phone call ever for interview! I was so happy! The interview was on the next day which is Friday noon. I went for first interview, it didn't go well in the beginning, but at the end, it seems okay. On friday is my cellgroup day! So while I was just get down from the MRT to go to cg place, I received a phone call from the company that interviewed me and I was ACCEPTED! I was so happy, everything just so awesome!

Well, as I told you earlier on, there's nothing impossible in God's name. He's super awesome!

Now, is like the hardest time. I got the job by end of July, now is end of September yet I haven't get my S-Pass yet! I believe God is never late, He's on time. He wants me to wait to surrender to Him. It's been quite struggling but I travel here and there like crazy, I went to KL, Jakarta. Return again to KL, etc. :)

See, God never fails me nor you! Keep faith in Him, believe in Him!

Ups, until next time then folks! I'll keep share the goodness of God in my life! ^^

Chrome Heart

Yoyoyoyo! I'm back! XD I realized I haven't blogged for quite some time. Lately, I was busy with Chrome Heart Revelation rehearsal and kinda tired too. For those of you around KL, Malaysia. Please please do come for the production, it's admission FREE and it's gonna be. None of us are proffessional, all of us are amateurs.

The picture above is the show time. It will be at No.3 SS13/4 Subang Jaya, 47500 Selangor. Just google map this address! If you had come for Charles n Keith Warehouse that happened beginning of March, it just across the warehouse! O yeah! XD

It's gonna be awesome guys! Trust me!

Here's the event fb page : http://www.facebook.com/events/359112324132907/

And here's the ChromeHeart Production Page : http://www.facebook.com/CHROMEHEART.theproduction LIKE !!

Below are the teasers!!

1st Teaser :

2nd teaser

Gonna be super duper awesome!!!!

Boyce Avenue

Have you ever heard about Boyce Avenue? First time I listen to their songs when I was driving and my friend pushed me to listen to their song. It was awesome. Mostly they sang other people's songs. 

Among all, the song that I like the most is I Look To You by Whitney Houston. They sang the songs that I like the most. Such as Five for Fighting - Superman. Blink 182 - I Miss You. 

Try to listen to this one

Oh man, I love this song to the max during my high school. :) 

Cheers. 

To Love or To Hate?

Seems it's been quite long I never write again. Finally I got something to write on. XD the title is " To Love or To Hate". We often met the situation that some people like us and some people might not like us, for whateversoever reasons. Does it mean that they hate you? 

First of foremost, hating or loving is all about choice. You have the so called CHOICE to love or to hate or to unlike someone. You might give a thousand and one reasons to mention why you don't like the certain people. They might be arrogant, annoying, or you just simply don't like. It's easy to hate people.

But how about if you are the one who's being hated ? 

How do you feel when you are being hated or being unlike by people around you? You might asking here and there and trying to fix things but at the end it just doesn't work at all. 

1 thing we must know : WE CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE. 

Face the fact that we are not perfect so does other people. Stop pleasing everyone, just become who you are and show to them who you are, don't be a fakers that love to be loved by everyone when some people might not love you. 

It's kinda random here, but tonight I talked with my friend and she told me about this things, and she also told me that someone didn't like me last time. For me, I just take it lightly, they don't like then it's ok, I'm just being me myself and I. I'm not thinking about me myself and I, I did change, did something better for myself, evaluate myself, and pray of course, but when things can't be worked on, I just can't helped it. I tried, just can't and I don't want to be someone that I'm not. 

Now, I choose to love. I'm trying not to hate people, to put grudge, or whatever. I'm not saying that I'm holy or what, but I feel better I feel great I feel so much lighter when I don't hate people. Just forgive them. If I can't find reason to forgive people, I'll just remember this phrase, it was once said by Jesus before He died on the cross for us, on 

Luke 23:24a "Then Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do."" 

Love, Hate, Unlike, Unfriend, to make friends, etc are the matter of choice. Which one you choose? 

Love or Hate? 

New Template

I've been thinking about my blog template, it just looks awful. :( it was, but it isn't now! Because I have the new one! *HAPPY*

Anyway guys, Happy Cap Go Meh!!! And also Happy Chinese New Year ! Gong Xi Gong Xi ! :)

So, this CNY as usual I'm home. I really love to spend CNY in my hometown, because it wasn't about angpows, but it's all about the family. I love to spend time with my family, well, we didn't have so much talk, but at least I thank God my grandparents are still alive (both from mom and dad's side), but I only can attend my CNY with grandparents from daddy's side. We didn't have much activities like others did.

On the 29th night (CNY Eve) we had what they called it reunion dinner. I assumed it's a family reunion since there might be some of them staying in other cities, so they had reunion during CNY. For me, I had reunion with my beloved families. We had "Makan Besar", so mum cooked various dishes, sadly I did NOT have picture :'( *dumbassme* after we finished dinner, my grandparents distributed the angpows, I was happy, I received quite big amount than last year. *happy* DINNER DONE, ANGPOWS DONE, next was CLEAN THE HOUSE and PREPARE for OPEN HOUSE on the next day.

My family had tradition, not really tradition, but we gave treat for our staffs, relatives, friends who came to our house. Treat such as foods, drinks, cakes, candies, angpows, etc. The food was awesome, we had BAKSO (meatball), last year my mum made for 700 balls, this year she made 1200 balls and it's all gone! Can you imagine how many people came to our house, not only that, we had pasta, grilled fish with sambal, french fries, rice, and chicken rica-rica. I know it's kinda mixed up whether Indonesian food or Western food, but everyone enjoys it. Including me, except the chicken rica-rica and grilled fish with sambal, it's totally DAMN HOT! Without tasting it, I know IT'S HOT!!

I think that's all for my CNY. hehe. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! And oh, it's DRAGON year btw, *RoOOoOOOArRRr* (is that how dragon sounds?)

And yeah, I spend very good time in my hometown, eat and eat and eat and never gain weight ! T^T my mum told me that I've lost weights and she wanted me to eat more.

Anyone can tell me how to gain weight? I don't have big capacity, I hardly take supplements (only Vit. C), my appetite goes up and down. I'm 160cm with 48kgs. *crossingfingersoicangainmoreweight*

Happy New Year 2012

Hello there!

Happy belated new year 2012 !! I know I know it's kinda too late, but it's just the 10th day since 2012 started! New year, new resolution, new life, new clothes, etc. Some of you might already set what's your goal and vision for this year! But before that, let's give big thanks to God for what He had given to us during 2011! Count each of your blessings until you can't count !

For me, 2011 was so awesome! Started in January, I was happy to be with  my family, celebrate new year together. Then, I thought I wouldn't have any chance to go back during CNY, but I did. Just for few days but it's all worth it. :) I really love to spend time with my family. I thank God for awesome family and friends and bf. I had chance to go to France for my school trip which is compulsory but it was so amazing! Who wouldn't want to go to France, huh ? I spent my Valentine's day with my beloved one. There were just too many to mention it all one by one. Good things happened as well as bad things and unwanted circumstances. But, I conquered it all, some didn't end up well, some yes, some not satisfying enough and some yes.

Let's start talk about 2012! Don't you think 2012 gonna be awesome than 2011? I think yes! It's possible and it all depends on your mind, start with all positive thought, don't discourage yourself. Be confident! Therefore, I do have my new year revolutions!

1. Sleep Earlier! 

I do have a really bad habit of sleeping late night up until 4am! Well, it's not late anymore but before I sleep I should wish myself a very good morning! hahaha. I realized it's all because I just too love to have a nap in the evening for 3 hours then I woke up and ended up I can't sleep. I'm trying to control myself to not to sleep too early or I'm gonna get the punishment. >_<

2. Stronger in spiritual life

Yeah, I'm a christian, I'm happy that I'm a christian, but just not good enough to read bible everyday. I need to make myself get used with daily devotion, read bible, have stronger faith, keep moving on. 

Why would I want to be stronger in spiritual life? For me, I believe I'm going to be a better person, more positive, more enthusiastic with life, I have my purpose in my life, I have more vision to myself, I start to think of others more, love God more, love my family more, my friends and bf. Overall what I'm trying to say here is being strong in spiritual life will make you become a better person. I believe there are none of religions in this world making you become a bad person. To have God in your life, it's a wonderful thing. :) 

3. Get a good career

As I'm going to graduate in May, I want to have improvement in my life. Currently I'm just a temporary aka part timer. Up until now I still have no idea what I want to do, but I'm going to do in Hospitality industry. I believe taking a longer way it won't waste any of your time, it will become an unforgettable experience and memories. 

I would really love and want to get transfer to Melbourne. There are so many reasons why I want to go there and not. But, I want to step out from my comfort zone, take the challenge, and open up my heart. :) 

I really really pray that God answer my prayer and He will give His favor upon my career. :)

4. Become a more tidy and neat person

I'm a messy person. My mum always scolded me when I was still staying in my hometown that I was just too lazy to be a girl, even my brothers are better than me! Hhahaha! But, I know when I need to clean my room *when it's already super damn messy that I have no choice*! =p 

Well, my bed isn't be that bad! 

Since, it's quite late, I'm going to stop here! I'll continue again on wednesday! :) 

Good night, peeps!