My Perfect Guy :)

This note i ever posted in my facebook around 2009. I was like nothing to do, then just filled it up. And I ever prayed to God what kind of guy i would to date. So, if I recall again my memory, this should be. 

I need the guy to be good looking for my eyes. Smarter than me. Preferred older but younger also can. Taller than me for sure. He can makes me smile and laugh. Accepts me for who I am. Not too thin or too fat. Not a smoker, not a drinker, muscular a bit (not over). If can he could play piano to melt my heart or play guitar. I preferred guy with glasses. Not a shy type, a good boy, an active guy but not too hyperactive. Have dimples would make him sweet. Half bookworm. Can differentiate time to play and to be serious. Only can flirt with me only. Only like to tease me. Can speak different languages. Must be loyal and faithful. Loves children. And the most important is to have same God with me. Ah ! And of course, my family must agree if I date him. I don't want to repeat the same mistake. Have stronger spiritual life than me. 
Well, actually there's something that's very different in me. I'm interested with guy non-Indo. So far, only interested with Malaysian. Chinese Malaysian for sure. :)

Peace (",)

L.O.V.E.

Have you ever heard the song L.O.V.E ? It's like this,

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

It's a nice song. Try to listen to it, the song that i know is sang by Michael Buble..

Such a romantic song.

Easy to fall in love person ? Well, that's me. I thought the guy treat me well because he got something behind it, then i had feeling or just admire. But it ended up with fall in love. Without reason. Weird ? But that's love. Unreasonable love.

I ever read a teenlit, it says that "When you love someone, you don't need any reason." Just simply love them. Like parents love their children, do they need reason ? No, isn't it. That's love. If you don't dare to be hurt, then don't fall in love. You dare to love, you must dare to release. As long as the person we love feel happy, we're happy for them. Shouldn't we ? Sounds silly, but that's love.

Love from God ? It's super duper unconditional and unfailing. Do you know why ? Because God has sent His only begotten son to the earth. His name is Jesus. When Jesus in this world, same like the world we live in, nobody accept Him, only few, a lot of humans mocked Him, but He still loved them. He died on the cross was the prove of His love to us. He wanted to save us. So you and I today can live in this world, we can know God.

Love is the most amazing thing in this world. The power of love ;)

There's a quote "The person you love most, is the one who hurt you most!" What a true statement. I ever thought why, then I got the answer, it's because they are so important. When I was think about this, I imagined that if your friend (not even a close friend), hurt you, like hit you without reason, or just don't want to make friend with you. Will you mind ? I don't think so. But if the person we love most, hurt us, suddenly they don't want to be with us, or just suddenly missing. It's really hurt. Deep.

Cheers ;)

A Song for Fool

This term break, i ain't go anywhere, so i just spend my time at home..
So currently I'm watching Korean Drama.. You're Beautiful.. The story is very nice.. But quite predictable to me as I'm getting used to watch this kind of drama.. So, here are some the casts info :

Jang Geun Seok (August.4.1987 182cm 62kg) - Singer also Actor

Park Shin Hye (February.18.1990 165cm 45kg) - Etude House Ads with Jang Geun Suk 

Lee Hong Gi (March.2.1990 178cm 60kg) - member of FT Island

Jung Yong Hwa (Jun.22.1989 180cm 60kg) - member of CN Blue

beginning of april

Yeap, it's April ! It's already quarter of 2010.. time flies so fast isn't it ?
Beginning of this month i have final exam of term 5.. 
Currently I'm studying in Taylor's University College majoring in Hospitality.. 
After half year i didn't study due to industrial training, it made my mind really stuck to study again.. And yeah, the first week i came back to college life, i felt so empty, i felt like i was very stupid.. (haha).. until around week 9 then i have my study spirit back. isn't it nice ? Ah, anyway, my program is quite fast, so it's only 10 weeks for a term and the 11th week is the exam week. So, basically i was study last minute. luckily i have very good friends as she was willing to teach me even tough it's last minute.. =D (oops, my bad ! ) 

So here i am, i have pass my exam, but result haven't up yet and the timetable is up ! woohoo ! Term 6 is not as i imagined before, quite relaxing classes. but the problem is TIS.. What the hell is TIS ? Well, it's technical industrial study, so without doing this report, i can't graduate and can't continue my degree.. It's quite complicated, and i must fight for it, as i don't have any tutor, thanks to my lecturer.. ==" i have sent to him my email about my TIS but then he haven't replied my email until now.. (sigh) i must face the worst scenario that i won't have any tutor (choi !!).. o God, please help me !!!!! >___<

Talking about term 6, it's still a week to go.. Now i'm enjoying my holiday. A week term break holiday. I'm not going back, because i am too deeply fall in love with Malaysia ! haha ! Wish there will be something good in this holiday week ! As in church, for subzone outing they have decided to have jungle tracking, should be fun, right ? 

Matta-ne !!! =D

Reach the Dream

People dream. Dream a lot of things.
Wish to have this and that.
Sometime we might think, could it possible to reach the dream ?
Indeed, there's nothing impossible or we can say impossible is nothing.

Here are some tips to reach the dreams :

1. Plan
     What to plan ? What are the plans to reach the dreams ? Well it's like making a cake or pie   or whatever it is. When you want to make a cake, there are the recipe and ingredients, ingredients are the plans. We have all the ingredients. Then what is the next step ? 


2. Trust God
     Put trust in God. In all you ways, always acknowledge Him and He shall guide you. Trusting God is same like the process of making the cake, when we mix the dough, it's what we are doing, we cant just simply do the mixing without a guide, the guide might the recipe or the person who know best about the recipe.  So, God is our guide in our life. Believe it !


3. Facing the Giant
     Who has never faced problems in their life ? For sure 100%. Even a child has faced problems. But how we obstacles it ? Bigger dreams we want to reach, the bigger plan we need to arrange, the bigger faith that we can achieve it and the bigger giant we will face !! I don't know what dreams you would like to reach, but in study, if u want to get full mark, for sure you will make plan to study first, then you also need to pray, ask from God a good memory, because when you acknowledge God, He will help you and you will shine like a star ! 


Big Faith is needed. But, big faith in whom ? We must have big faith in God. For He is the King of Kings. =)


Start to plan for your dreams ! 
If you don't have, why don't you start to pray and ask God.. There must be something you want most and you want to reach. 
For me, i dream to go to Europe, dream to have good family, dream can be shine in my study and for sure i dream to serve God. Serve God now it's not only a dream, but it has come true. 
Serve God isn't an easy job, easy thing, easy dream. Need sacrifices. I think I'm still not good enough. So, I must do my best ! =D

Have u ever ?

Have u ever ?

Have u ever fall in love ?

Have u ever being hurt ?

Have u ever forgive a person who hurt u most ?

Have u ever make a person angry ?

Most of the time, we always do mistakes. It always happened. Does love also a mistake ?

For me, love can be a mistake also. 

Love is blind. Have u guys ever heard this word ? sometime people can said that it's wrong, or it's just a lie.

Love is blind. It made me can't see which one is the dream or reality. I fell in love with a guy that  absolutely not my type. Well, girls do make lists of boyfriend. (psstt !! )

He's really out of my type. he's a smoker. hell, i dont like smokers ! 

Not only that, he's a playboy also, he just play around with me.

But, i dont know why i love him. It's been a year already. And it's tough. I was waiting and waiting and waiting.

I wait until I lost my hope. I wait until I dont have any feelings.

Suddenly, he just missing. He just come and go easily.

yet

He come again to find me. 

When i don't remember him anymore, he's come. When i always remember him, he's gone. 

Loving a wrong person isn't an easy thing.

Find the right man isn't an easy thing.

This is life ! It is never fair !

It's true.

If life is fair who will seek God.

Because life is unfair people seek God to find the truth.